so i’ve been on crutches since wednesday.  and im tired.  im watching “charm school”.  dont know why these women cant get along.  why am i on crutches?  i was in a meeting on wednesday.  took a step and slammed into the floor.  the price you pay for wearing fab shoes.

went to long john silver for dinner.  nice.  never been there before.

bout to have some chocolate soy milk in a margharita glass with a rice cake.

been thinking about getting tips again.

been thinking about being in a relationship.  what if i just allowed myself to be open to receiving love.  does the kind of love im looking for exist?  and who will love me?  im really goofy.

you know – when men are hungry, they dont strip.  they dont have to.  so why do women do it? 

anyway.

so my search for a new church begins – again.  i went to church today and quite frankly i was very disappointed.  ask me what i got from today’s message – nothing.  i dont even remember what the message was about.  i just dont feel like anything is really being said.  i joined this church two years ago and i feel that it was in haste.  what am i looking for?  i will know it when i see it.  i will say this…tired of singing empty songs and tired of listening to recycled empty messages. 

time to get refocused on some things.