so im very proud of myself because i didnt spend any money today on breakfast or lunch.  my goal is to not spend money on outside food for 1 month to see how much i will save.  on average i spend about 7 dollars a day for 5 days.  you figure that’s 35 dollars a week for 4 weeks – that’s 140 dollars a month.  on top of that i have the audacity to go out to dinner with friends.  who do i think i am?  puffy?  i mean really.

im a little , no very, upset that my favorite jazz station had been done away with.  what’s really going on? it just is not there anymore. buh bye.

just trying to figure out why people have to be so trifling – why people have to steal.  i feel like the greater part of my workday is spent trying to deter crime. the next time you admire something someone is wearing, be careful, it might be stolen.  not cool.

my computer is so slow.  im sitting here winding down from my four day weekend.  i did absolutely nothing and it was great. i tried a new nail salon today.  it was nice.  they offer some services i have never even heard of like “deep ear candle cleaning” (well something like that).  what the heck is that?  must be for people who have really dirty ears.  ewwww.  they even do eyelash perming – what? why would you perm your eyelashes?  great way to go blind.  the people were nice.  the owner, um let’s call her Mindy, had this cough that wouldnt stop.   it didnt sound like she had a cold but more like she had a furball. i was a little grossed out.  im like “go get some water dog.  i mean really.”  would i go back?  perhaps.  they thanked me for coming.  that was nice.

my room is a hot mess and quite frankly, im not going to do anything about it – at least not tonight.

peace

let go

you know, there are so many times that i set out to pray and i end up saying absolutely nothing.  i just sit in the presence of the Lord, letting His presence just wash over me.  it is so amazing how in that silence, God brings me peace, restores, and refreshes me.  i used to fret about those times when i ended up not praying for long periods of time.  now i dont.   He already knows what im thinking, what im feeling, why im sad or happy, what im trying to fix.  i dont need to tell him.  so why dont i just fall back and let Him do what he needs to do in me?